From Psalm 55:
לִבִּי, יָחִיל בְּקִרְבִּי; וְאֵימוֹת מָוֶת, נָפְלוּ עָלָי. ו יִרְאָה וָרַעַד, יָבֹא בִי; וַתְּכַסֵּנִי, פַּלָּצוּת. ז וָאֹמַר--מִי-יִתֶּן-לִי אֵבֶר, כַּיּוֹנָה: אָעוּפָה וְאֶשְׁכֹּנָה. ח הִנֵּה, אַרְחִיק נְדֹד; אָלִין בַּמִּדְבָּר סֶלָה. ט אָחִישָׁה מִפְלָט לִי-- מֵרוּחַ סֹעָה מִסָּעַר. My heart is in anguish within me; the terrors of death have fallen on me. Fear and trembling have beset me; horror has overwhelmed me. I said, “Oh, that I had the wings of a dove! I would fly away and be at rest. I would flee far away and stay in the desert; I would hurry to my place of shelter, far from the tempest and storm. It is so easy, in our fear and anger, to want to close ourselves off. Our feelings of pain and sorrow push us to close our doors to the outside to shield ourselves from any future pain. I will admit that I feel that pain…I feel that anger, that fear. I have spent the last few days wondering why…how could this have happened? Not here, not today. And, yet, at the same time I am not so surprised. Hate begets hate begets hate…and so on. However, if we close our doors…if we push everything away…if we flee from this, then the hate has won. No – we must join together as one community of Jews, Christians, Muslims, Sikh, Hindu, Atheists…one community of humanity. Together we can overcome what causes us the most fear and anguish right now. Yes, there are many things, many ideas that divide us. Why should we dwell on those? Why not, instead, dwell on the things that binds us together? We have so much more in common…. Psalm 133 teaches us – Hinei Mah Tov u’Manayim, Shevet Achim gam yachad,” How good and pleasant it is that we can join together as brothers and sisters.” This is the lesson. This is what I want us to dwell on – Our coming together in a time of need…to find joy, to find goodness. We do not have to look hard to find it – we just have to look to our left and our right at the faces of those who stand together with us. I would like to end my remarks with a prayer I wrote on Sunday: “Shabbat of Broken Spirits” Joyce Fienburg, 75-years-old Richard Gottfried, 65-years-old Rose Mallinger, 97-years-old Jerry Rabinowitz, 66-years-old Cecil Rosenthal, 59-years-old David Rosenthal, 54-years-old Bernice Simon, 84-years-old Sylvan Simon, 86-years-old Daniel Stein, 71-years-old Melvin Wax, 88-years-old Irving Younger, 69-years-old This was not supposed to happen, not here. Here, we were supposed to find peace, comfort and holiness. The Shabbat brings us a time of rest, reflection and spirituality. The Shabbat began as so many others…members coming together to pray for shalom. History has taught us the need for community, love and support. History has given us the opportunity to learn together as a community. History has brought us to where we are today. The present teaches us we have a lot more diligent work to do. Beloved God – be with us as we (once again) attempt to move forward from this place. Give us the strength to mend our broken hearts and our broken spirits. Help us to remember…not to forget…not to hold grudges…but to remember. We must not only remember the agony; we must also remember the times of joy and comfort. Baruch Atah Adonai, HaMevareich et Amo Yisrael BaShalom. Blessed are you God, who blesses Your people Israel with peace. Joyce Fienburg, 75-years-old
Richard Gottfried, 65-years-old Rose Mallinger, 97-years-old Jerry Rabinowitz, 66-years-old Cecil Rosenthal, 59-years-old David Rosenthal, 54-years-old Bernice Simon, 84-years-old Sylvan Simon, 86-years-old Daniel Stein, 71-years-old Melvin Wax, 88-years-old Irving Younger, 69-years-old This was not supposed to happen, not here. Here, we were supposed to find peace, comfort and holiness. The Shabbat brings us a time of rest, reflection and spirituality. The Shabbat began as so many others…members coming together to pray for shalom. History has taught us the need for community, love and support. History has given us the opportunity to learn together as a community. History has brought us to where we are today. The present teaches us we have a lot more diligent work to do. Beloved God – be with us as we (once again) attempt to move forward from this place. Give us the strength to mend our broken hearts and our broken spirits. Help us to remember…not to forget…not to hold grudges…but to remember. We must not only remember the agony; we must also remember the times of joy and comfort. Baruch Atah Adonai, HaMevareich et Amo Yisrael BaShalom. Blessed are you God, who blesses Your people Israel with peace. You stood out among all of the others, not really knowing why.
To this day, we argue what it meant for you that day. That day in which you were chosen to be a leader among the nations. That day in which the world changed around you, for better or for worse. We stand out today, reminded of your first steps on your journey. Until today, we argued, discussed and argued even more regarding our journey. Today, today, today, we focus on leading our children by example. Today, we grapple with defining what it means for us to take our own steps forward. Looking out upon the smiling faces of our children, all of our children, Struggling for the words to define our emotions, our “thoughts and prayers,” Wondering if and how we can make this journey of peace possible, Reminded of your first steps – of your ability to “go with the flow.” Then I realize the scope of your “righteousness” is not what matters. Then I realize there is a struggle with every step forward. Then I realize it is important to try to understand, even if I cannot. Then I realize we must work together, struggling, arguing and moving forward. TOGETHER. |
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